Lexi didn't have a nap that day and it was around 9:30
she crawled over into my lap wanting me to hold her, with tys phone in hand ready to watch netflix..
well she didn't make it even two second and fell fast asleep in my arms hugging tys cell phone.
I kept just looking down at her and could not help but see a little adult face. it was a different face
she is growing up right before our eyes and is becoming so much older
i don't like it, i want to freeze time and hold on to her at this age.
it has been by far my most favorite stage 2 1/2-3 years
some say there are "terrible twos"
i would beg to differ.
i think we had terrible twos from age 1 - 2 1/2
one of the major perks I can plainly see of having a miscarriage,
is the precious bonding one on one time i have with this little one.
she has truly become my best friend and my little side kick
she turns three in 10 days
i'm happy to say last month I finally bought one of those books
a specific place where I can record things she says
she speaks in her own opinion these days,
a lot of it influenced by how we speak..
how those around her speak..
things she comes up with on her own..
"i don't believe it" "geez woman" "i need it so bad" "this way or no?" "hold still"
she has so much spunk and sweetness we are so very lucky.
love you lulu